Changes In Myself

I see changes in myself every day.
And I don't like the things I'm seeing.
The phrase I can't seem to push away
"She tries so hard and fails so often."
I thought I could forget,
Yet they seem to linger.
I'm falling apart
And breaking hearts and hopes,
As I struggle across this road.
"One day I'll be okay."
I tell myself so often
Yet, yet even that confidence,
That once seemed unbreakable,
Is falling apart at my feet.
My hands, my heart, my soul,
They no longer have the will to hold on.
So I let it all go
And recede into darkness,
Into the darkness and loneliness,
Where I belong.


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