Losing My Religion

I have felt pain
I have felt misery
I have felt cold steal cutting my flesh
Because of my pain and my misery
And you tell me there is a God?

That he is all forgiving
All loving
I cannot believe you tell me this
I cannot believe you even begin to think
That you have the right to tell me this

If he is so loving…
Then why do you I feel so unloved?
If He is the bringer of happiness…
Then why am I so depressed?

I have tried to do things your way
Follow His path
Do things His way
But all times I feel the same

I have prayed
I prayed with all of my soul for relief
And I received none

I have given up on your Christian faith
I hope you realize that there is no turning back
Not for me

I see no point
In worshiping something so sick
That they would make me so sick
I see no point
In worshiping something so twisted
That they seem to be laughing
Mocking
What I have become

So save the lectures
Stop trying to bring me back
I will not be converted
Not again
Not until I feel some sort of difference

I have lost all sense of faith
Perhaps just in religion
There is still hope in this world
As you can plainly see

I’m losing my religion


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