My Suicide Song

For each person
The thought will always 
Cross their mind
The thought that:

“Maybe I want to die?”
And the thought may stay with them 
For a second 
Or a week

Or a month
Or maybe a year
Some just brush it off
Others wonder if they really want to

Those who ponder it for eternity

I will sing my suicide song
And dance to my death song
The words leave my lips
And no one will hear them

The phrases touch the air
And become whispers
The dance of my death
To the beats of a heart

And I repeat the chorus
Signing of the end
And singing of ending it all
Singing of my death

Singing of Heaven and Hell

I sing of my pain
And how I’ll become another statistic
I sing of the loss that people will think
I sing of those who hate me

And will feel guilty for driving me
To the edge
I mourn for those who will cry
When they find me

I mourn for my family
And those who care
I mourn for the pain I will cause
I dance to my death song

I sing my suicide song


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